I want you to know
That I’m trying to let go
You’re always on my mind
I think about you all the time
You’re pushing me away
And you expect me here to stay
I can’t take this pain anymore
I need help to find a cure
You are like a disease that will not end
My heart won’t seem to mend
I’m trying not to fall
But I crash into your wall
Everything around me forever changing
I wish my heart would start its rearranging
I tell you everything, without question
And now I’ve caused my own regression
False hope that I created in my mind
But you are truly one of a kind
You have my heart on lock down and now I need the key,
The key to set me free
Putting distance between us maybe the answer
Because every time we talk now our anger spreads like cancer
I do miss you
And I miss me
I am not the same person that I used to be
I opened my heart to you, exposed all of my soul
And you sucked it out of me like a massive black hole
Maybe you didn’t realize, all the signals and signs that you gave
Yet when I come to you, you crawl into your cave.
You can’t even stand to talk to me anymore
Now I’m just one of those people you came to abhor
Letting go of you is the hardest thing that I’ve ever been faced with
I know I’m strong, but when it comes to you it’s all just a myth
You say nothings changed but I can see it in your eyes
I hide my tears and listen to your lies
This is my release, my medicine you may say
I hope it will slowly work day after day
How do you cure a broken heart?
How does one know where to start?
I guess these are the questions I hope to find out
Til then I’ll continue explore a new route
I know you’re happy it’s clear to see
But what will it take for ME to be free?
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